December 21st, 2009

hugh 4

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I don't really have anything to say right now.

The backstitching on the BFG is going great, but I really need to get my act together on mummyfrog's xmas present, not helped by the uncertaincy principle [regarding certain mummies getting into work when half the town is crudded up with hgv's (yes, I can use an apostraphe - it's a contraction) and that I have slightly less time than I anticipated given somebody is taking 3/5 of the week off] and I had some major freak-out time yesterday about it and just went the wrong way about it.

I'm not sure whether mummyfrog is going to make it into the office and the waiting is making me even twitchier. Trying not to have all the materials out in case, which makes actually doing the thing a little difficult.
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nightcrawler: sleeping

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Writing to brane doctors and I'm just falling to pieces.

I really don't think there is much of "me" left in here.

I try to keep the worst parts out of sight because I don't want to scare people, I don't like feeling helpless and I don't want them to feel the same way.

I don't want to tell people that when I went and hid in the garden, I'd already spent some time contemplating an upstairs window and how I needed to get out and

just make it stop, please
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