little-b (buzzylittleb) wrote,

Thanks, everyone, for the whole support thing, it is much appreciated.

I did call my dad, and here is what I learned:
  1. Phoning somebody up at three in the morning, and bursting into tears and telling them you love them makes them think you're suicidal
  2. Which I wasn't, or at least not this morning I wasn't
  3. bbd says he loves me regardless

It says something about my brainset that the last one was a bit of a shock.

Explanation, or why buzzy started gibbering wildly:
  1. Headaches suck and have eaten my life
  2. I've realised that I don't have much in the self-worth field beyond academic success (and porn writing)
  3. The above point makes me an even more fucked up bunny than I thought.
  4. Also, I invest way too much in what people think
  5. The headaches have eaten my school-work and my capacity to do said school-work and this is the year of my finals and my diss, and I'm seeing my supervisor/personal tutor this morning...

      bbd's just phoned again, proof that he is cool:
      1. He just made a buffy reference. On bunny-boiler novels, "well, that's what Anya thinks should be done to them"

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